FaNtAsY BaY

All week we dream of saturday
when we will meet at fantasy bay,
where we will take each other's hand
and glide along the golden sand.

into the sea i will run
and splash around and have some fun,
i then will call over to you
to join me in the sea so blue.

a moonbeam shines across your face
and then my heart will start to race
the love in your eyes will start to show
under the beautiful moonlight glow.

we then will picnic on the beach
and once again our hands will reach,
our bodies then will start to shimmer
underneath the nighttime glimmer.

to our special songs we will then dance
our cheeks will brush
when we have the chance,
we hold on tight till the very last song
and stay so close the whole night long.

the sun comes up, it's time to go
sad the night's over we move so slow
we dare not kiss or become lovers
because both our hearts belong to others.

again we will dream of saturday
when we will meet at fantasy bay,
again we will dance the whole night long
to our favorite and special songs.

I usEd To LoVe SoMeOnE...

I used to love someone
Someone used to love me,
Now I sit in silence in the dark
Wondering why you left me.

At times I’m glad you left
At times I’m sad you left,
But the best is
In my heart you never left.

Time has passed
Like the sands in the glass,
Time has part
Like I’ve watched the grass.

I used to love someone
Someone used to love me,
Now I sit in silence in the dark
Wondering why you left me.

TiLl I GeT OvEr YoU

I still can't get over your message,
it just keeps coming back to me
At times I'm feeling okay
but then it will hit me again
and I will start feeling sad and low
You told me to find somebody else,
since you'll just hurt me
After what you have shown me,
you want me to just walk away
It feels really awful
I thought we shared something special,
yet it's just so easy for you
to cut me off just like that
I know in time I'll be okay,
it's not any time soon
but eventually I'll get there
and when I finally do,
I hope I can smile, look straight in your eyes,
and say "thank you, I'm over you."

LeTtInG Go...

Today I found out that your feelings
for me are gone
They will no longer be here,
so I have to be strong
But the truth is, our feelings aren’t the same
My feelings for you still remain

I’m going to miss the times we were together
Saying our love would last forever
I never thought your love for me would end
And now I’m left with pain that will never mend

I wish I could see you one last time
So I can see what was once mine
I can still imagine you standing next to me
But I know it will never go back
to the way it used to be

And ever since that summer day
My love for you will always stay
But those are feelings I can no longer show
Because today, you let me go.

NoT jUst A DrEaM...

Lying still in bed
Thoughts running through my head
Blush on my cheeks
As I continue to think
About how you make me feel
So happy
I love the way you smile
And that I can make you do it
I love our talks
And your laugh
I want to be next to you
To hold you close
And know that you are real
Not just a dream
You’re not just a dream.

ReSt In PeAcE...

I wish you were here again,
we had so much fun towards the end,
i cried for you every night,
why did you have to see the light?

It shouldn't have been time for you to go,
there was so many things
you were suppose to know,
you were suppose to live your life,
and one day become a beautiful wife,
you were the one i was able to look up to,
all the things you helped me get through,
your hugs i miss them very much,
i would do most anything
just to feel your touch.

Your laugh is all i wish to hear,
whether it can be far or near,
best friends we promised till the end,
but we didn't get alot of time to spend,
i wish you were here right now,
if only i could bring you back some how,
i would turn the hands of time back around,
you're the best friend i had ever found,
i miss you alot i really do,
i miss you alot..and i love you too...

Stand By Me

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by me-e, yeah

Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Darlin', darlin', stand by me-e, stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me.

Ben E King

WhAt Is A DaD ?

A dad is someone who
wants to catch you before you fall
but instead picks you up,
brushes you off,
and lets you try again.

A dad is someone who
wants to keep you from making mistakes
but instead lets you find your own way,
even though his heart breaks in silence
when you get hurt.

A dad is someone who
holds you when you cry,
scolds you when you break the rules,
shines with pride when you succeed,
and has faith in you even when you fail...

WhErE LoVe Is...

Lonely hearts, shattered dreams,
Searching for renewed hope
Through cyberspace connections.
A smile, a note,
Sleeping silence
charged with whispered secrets,
wants, desires, and fantasies.
Moonlit journeys taken
In order to explore the past,
and the present.
Marking mysterious paths
into unforeseeable futures.

The air turns tense as the anticipation of needs
left too long unfulfilled,
explode to the surface.
Self restraint and wanton desires
Battle for control.
Lips press gently together,
Hands search for the warmth of skin,
Tongues taste heated breath.
Liquid heat,
scalding blood,
wake memories of languid pleasure.
Desperation,
the desire to feel flesh against flesh.
Blinding, sensual urges
cry out for satisfaction.

Scalding flesh seeks solace
As discard clothing litters the floor.
The eternal rhythm of man and woman
Sacred symphony of love.
Naked bodies joined in frantic fascination,
Tangled, sweat drenched sheets
Saturated with the feral scent of ecstasy.
Sated lovers wrapped in each others arms
Gaze with wonder into each other's eyes.

LoVe'S AfTeRgLoW

I love to see you sensually draped,

In the after glow of love’s refrain.

The tresses of your brown hair,

Disheveled by uncontrolled desires,

Luscious lips that once wore red

Now lie pale, naked and silent,

The gentle breathing of your tanned body

Glistening with drops of love’s passion,

Your bruised breasts seeking repose

From amorous lips that worshiped there,

And your sea-green eyes now bowed

In prayer and contemplation,

But on your beautiful, angelic face

Sits a sweet smile of contentment.

RaNdOmZ ThOuGhTzZz...!!

It's just a time lag, I cannot define. Really stressing out to overcome it but falling deeper and deeper. I look out for directions but always stumble upon on my way. Life is not perfect everyone says but at least they have a life and I don't even feel that.

Never knew the circumstances could drag me in such manners that I never expected. Falling down and rising up was always seen but digging into that deeper shell where you are not able to grab to anything to climb up is really worse.

Where you knew that bunch of people you can trust upon are only letting things down for you, seems a world broken into pieces that cannot be adjoined with anything. Its scattered difficult to recollect, difficult to regain.

Sadness has being a part of me inside which is just pushing me away from all things. Really fighting it out but there is no call apart from what a small spark is inside of me that keeps me walking like a dead soul. Fed up, arrogated, frustrated, trembled are all words defining my agony, my prologue, my attitude which is not I want to be but yes but is the only word that is helpful at this moment of time.

Why I am getting such annoyed, was it being too nice to people around me, was it making others happy, was it just listening to others, was it my short tempered, was it my emotions, was it my aimless life, was it the casualness, was it my feelings, what was it ? who is it ? I simply don't know. It's something yet to be explored but seriously I don't find it that much simple to fight it out alone.

Don't know what wrong deeds I did that has fallen me so hard that its getting really difficult to stand up. Its like a crush to the bones where you have the endless pain every time you try to wake up. Even tears don't fall off to make me feel comfort, they also remain inside just to make my heart sink deeper in the thoughts that just makes me weak & nothing else.

Really wanna scream that song "Time where did you go, why did you leave me here alone, wait don't go so fast, I am missing the moments....Wait for me this time."

Really pushing hard & hard & hard but everything just seems an illusion. Nothing in reality, just stuck down, bent down, crawling up but can't make it.

Words are tripping...Sorry Life, will get back to you sooner or later; I even don't know.

Let's see what can be done... !!