LiFe'S Up LiFe'S DoWn.. BuT ThInGs CaN TuRn ArOuNd..

Only Time

Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows
Only time...
And who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose
Only time...

Who can say why your heart sighs,
As your love flies
Only time...
And who can say why your heart cries,
When your love dies
Only time...

Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be,
In your heart.
And who can say when the day sleeps,
If the night keeps all your heart.

Enya

I'm JuSt SaYiNg SoMeTiMeS GoOdByE Is A SeCoNd ChAnCe..I'vE DoNe ThE BeSt I CaN.

Sometimes in life, the hardest thing to do is believe in one’s own ability. We get so scared of dreaming to big, that we sabotage ourselves. Why should we limit our dreams or our desires and conform to what the world wants. I want to hold onto my beautiful dreams, because they belong to only me. I have every right to close my eyes and vision my world, my life, and do my best to make it come true. Yes, sometimes it is hard and sometimes you get disappointed or fail. However, that is no excuse to let go, give up, or limit your dreams. Take a deep breath, and keep pressing forward. Don’t psych yourself out or let fear keep holding you back from your realizing your potential. You are beautiful, capable, and wonderful. So let those that matter see that ,and forget those that would hold you back.

I am someone who’s life has meaning because of the things I can do for others. Maybe that is why I sometimes forget to put myself first, but I have seen the beauty that comes with giving. I want to leave a legacy behind.

Everyone is so spread out, going their own way, and I am here also trying to find my way through this maze called life.

The person that I liked and wrote about has drifted far away from me and I don’t think we will find our way back.I am letting go of some friendships to see if they come back or because I have realized they were never really my friend. I am lettin go of people because it hurts having them around and because I have to move on.

I just want my heart to stop clinging to her…to stop remembering…to stop feeling. I think a person with patience could wait, but for me I am impatient yet I still wait. Is it that I have a choice? No, I wait because there is no other option. When you wait it means things are out of your control and that is how it is for me. Sometimes you have to leave them behind a few steps so you can find what you need.

WhEn YoUr DrEaMs ArE LoSt AnD BlOwN AwAy..I'lL Be YoUr InSpIrAtIoN.

Myself

What do I do to ignore them behind me
Do I follow my instincts blindly
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening
Do I sit here and try to stand it
Or do I try to catch them red-handed
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again


If I turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they'll take from me'till everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer.


I cant tell you how to make it go
No mater what I do, how hard I try
I can't seem to convince myself why
I'm stuck on the outside.

Linkin Park

DeTeRmInAtIoN ThAt Is InCoRrUpTiBlE..

Dream On

Every time that I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face getting clearer
The past is gone
It went by like dusk to dawn
Isn't that the way
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay

I know what nobody knows
Where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
You got to lose to know how to win

Half my life is in books' written pages
Live and learn from fools and from sages
You know it's true
All the things you do, come back to you.

Dream until your dream come true.

Aerosmith

It'S A BiTtErSwEeT SyMpHoNy, ThIs LiFe..

Happiness without love is a hollow feeling, because I cannot imagine a world where I could or would be happy without having love. Love from my family, friends, and my lover. That is just my version of happiness; I know in someone’s happiness they might not need love, but for me it is a necessity and a priority. Love gives me strength, courage, and hope. It makes me believe there is goodness in this world and it makes me happy.

I just hope that I don’t miss out on my chance for happiness because of fear, pride, or stupidity. As much as I would like to be in a relationship, to find love, and to move on to that stage of my life.

I am terrified of trusting someone with my heart and having them crush it. I need her to fight for me and to earn my trust, and she has to be someone who doesn’t give up easily because my shield is strong and complicated.

I don’t believe in fairy tales, but I do believe that when you choose to be with someone, when you commit to that person you do whatever you can to make it work. You fight for that person and the love you have for one another.

Love isn’t supposed to be easy because if it was easy we wouldn’t know how precious it is when you finally find it and get to keep it. I just hope that when I meet this person we make it work, we fight for our love, relationship, and life together. We compromise, communicate, and trust one another.

ThErE AiN't No FaIrY TaLeS - ThErE AiN't No StReEtS Of GoLd..

Say

Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems
Better put 'em in quotations.


Walkin' like a one man army
Fightin' with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead.



Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You'd better know that in the end it's better to say too much
Than never to say what you need to say again.


Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open
Why?
Say what you need to say.


John Mayer

LoVe Is JuSt A WoRd UnTiL SoMeOnE CoMeS AlOnG AnD GiVeS It MeAnInG.

What does it mean to love someone? How do you find love? How will you know it is love? How will you know that this love is real love and not some imitation of love? How will you know that this love will last forever? How will you know that there isn’t a greater love waiting for you? Do you think that you will find love in your lifetime?


One of my quirks is that I think way too much, as you can probably tell from all the questions that I just asked. These are some of the questions I ask myself when I think about love .

When I think about what love means to me, it is more about the simple things and none of the grandness of displays of love. That is because love is more than romantic gestures, or sweet promises, love is about the care you show for another person, and putting them before yourself. When I think about love, it comes in many colors from passionate red to deep blues it varies from moment to moment, but each color shines strong an bright. Sometimes love can be a passionate red; your so infatuated with each other that a moment apart is like agony. Then it is pure white; the honesty of your love created a bond that is unbreakable. It can be a deep blue; compassionate and understanding towards each other, or a pretty pink full of silliness and laughter! Those are only a few shades of love, but each one is special and beautiful.

When I think about love and what it means to love someone, I think about just always being at that person’s side. Never leaving them to feel to cruelness of the world. Staying by their side through the good times, bad times, and sad times. Being their strength when they are weak, giving them happiness when they feel sad, caring for them when they are sick, loving them without being asked to, supporting them through their goals and dreams, caring for them, thinking about them. Giving more than you take, forgiving them for their mistakes and faults. Love is about taking the good with the bad, and loving them though it all. Love is more important through hardships that good times. Love is going beyond your limitations to make them happy. Love is taking a step forward in a new direction together. Love is not selfish, cruel, or cold because love is about generosity, kindness, and warmth. I don’t think that anything can be warmer than the love that exists between two people.

EnJoY LiFe !! ThIs Is NoT A DrEsS ReHeArSaL.

Out Of My Heart

I feel fine
Now the rain has gone
And the sun has come to shine
Nothing can get me down today


Head over heels
Got my mind made up
As I'm driving through the fields
Nothing can get me down again
Catch me if you can
I've gotta make a getaway.

Chasing the sun
Trying to get away
From the rain that's gonna come
Hope I make it all the way
I'm lost in a crowd
Trying to find my way
But the rain keeps falling down
Doesn't matter anyway
Catch me if you can
I've gotta make a getaway
As the sun goes down
Waking up my dreams.


Take a look at the sky
Feel the sunshine in your heart
In your head, in your own time.
Out of my heart into your head.

BBMak

NeVeR AlLoW SoMeOnE To Be YoUr PrIoRiTy WhILe AlLoWiNg YoUrSeLf To Be ThEiR OpTiOn.

For a while now I have been struggling with myself and basically just trying to find my way out of the darkness back into the light. Today I have made a breakthrough, and even though the struggle is still there I know that I can make it through it, that I will make it through it.

Those moments when I felt like life was just dragging me along, and that I just want to give up were some of the saddest days of my life and even though they might not be completely over I believe in God’s enduring love for me.

In my mind that is basically that even in those dark days of sadness, misery, depression, anxiety, or whatever is making you struggle, we still have hope because there is a light that gives us another chance to start fresh, to change things up, and to just give ourselves back.We can get through our sadness, anger, and pain. We can give ourselves a new and fresh start. We all can make that choice to try and change things. To love ourselves the way we want to be loved.

I know, believe me , I know how hard life may seem, and how everything just seems to be weighing down your shoulders, but I am telling you we can all get through it. We can all make it through those dark days. We can all have a new season, a new start, and new experiences.

Yes, life is hard, we all suffer, we all makes sacrifices, but the point is that we are alive and able to strive and work for a better tomorrow. Yes, your tired, your angry, your sad, but the point is that you can feel, you have emotion and you can express yourself.

In saying all of this I don’t have a point or a message…I am just trying to share my reflection and if it has a positive effect on you then I have done something right.


Picture & Title Source : Kelly Angard

DoN'T WaNt YoUr HaNd ThIs TiMe I'Ll SaVe MySelF.

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me.

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along.

Evanescence

LeT's PrEtEnD ThAt I'Ve MoVeD On..

Picture Of You

Didn't they say that I would make a mistake
Didn't they say you were gonna be trouble
People told me you were too much to take
I couldn't see it, I didn't want to know
I let you in, and you let me down
You messed me up and you turned my life around
Left me feeling I had nowhere to go
I was alone how was I to know that
You would be there when I needed somebody
You would be there the only one could help me
I had a picture of you in my mind

Never knew it could be so wrong
Why'd it take me so long just to find
The friend that was there all along
Who'd believe that after all we've been through
I'd be able to put my trust in you
Goes to show you can forgive and forget
Looking back I have no regrets cos
You would be there when I needed somebody
You would be there the only one could help me
I had a picture of you in my mind.

Boyzone